springtime bliss.

we have been buzzing about our new humble beehive like drones trying magically transform it into a home. flittering about throughout the day doing various tasks, getting sidetracked by the non-existent adult-onset of add, and staying busy seemingly doing nothing fast.

i was home this past weekend and so loved my time spent there with real friends and loved ones. recently old friends have found themselves once again intertwined in my life, and i couldn't be any happier because of it. to me, that's happiness. that's love. and most importantly, that's life.


a situation has arisen with a very dear old friend of mine, whom i absolutely think the world of. this person was once the light that lit up a room, the light that attracted the moths to the flame. now there is barely any cinder left, let alone any flame. family and friends have taken notice, yet know not what to do. all i know to do is step up my presence in their life and be the best friend i can be. offer my support, understanding, and most of all, my compassion. that's what true friends do for one another.


in yet another new situation, i should've seen this solution years ago. but i suppose everything has its time and place, and it just so happens that now its her time. i don't know that this is her solution, but that isn't the point. the point is, is that there ARE solutions out there. that she is worthy. that happiness can be attained. not to toot my own horn or anything, but damn i'm a great BFF!!


...and speaking of tooting... last night my honey bunny made alex and i beaufort stew. (and omg!! it was super delicious!!) evidently eating shrimps causes one to float some extraordinarily foul, rotten shrimps of your own. because my stars!! i stunk up not one, but TWO bedrooms in our huge house last night. woof!! i'm seriously shocked that my wee-one, sophia, did not sustain any toxic chemical burns to her air ways. you KNOW it stinks when your own farts make you gag and send you running.


spring is finally here and i couldn't be more excited. i love it, allergy headaches excluded of course. its a time of rebirth, shedding the old dried up, flaky skin into a smooth, light, new invigorating skin. flowers yawning from their hibernation lightly arouses my soul awake. a deep breath of air promises me summer's just around the bend. boiled pnuts, thunderstorms, humidity, and temperatures so hot that asphalt magically morphs from a solid state to a liquid state. beaches so hot that it feels like you're walking on fire, and the lake water so hot that your ass crack isn't wet from the water but from sweating in the water. flip flops, deviled eggs, baseball games, sunburn and slushies are what makes me comes alive. sleeping beauty's back betches, watch out!! it could also be that this time of year revs me up because i'm a taurus with an impending birthday. yippie. another year, another freeman's birthday cake (that's enough anticipation in that alone!!), another trip around the sun, and another promise come undone. yes, yes. spring is here.